hello all.

i'm not updating.

i'm pretty sure i'm done with this. thanks for all your love xanga world. it's been real.

xanga, you've been good to me. i'm sorry it has to end this way. call me sometime. no wait.. i'll call you.

first night of work tonite. was only there for an hour but it went pretty good. even though when i went to answer the phone to take an order i picked up the wrong phone and it just kept ringing. oh yea. go serenity.

but other than that it was good. looking forward to the $$$.

hmmm.. practice & feed the team. i'm sure you can guess the highlight of the two. practice again tomorrow. and work. dunno if i'll make it to the game or not.

HOMECOMING IN 2 DAYSSSSS.  get freaking stoked.

2 games saturday morning vs. fairless and carrolton. hopefully we can pull out 2 wins.

&& then of course preparing for homecoming all dayyyyy.

WE FREAKING LOST TO MCK.  that's pretty much all there is to say except we had every opportunity to win. obviously we didn't take any of them.

rally tomorrow which is AMAZING because that means i don't have to stay in english the whole time. i hate it. it goes by so slow and mrs. dean is just one flew over the coo koo's nest FOR SURE.

gahhh i can't wait till saturdayyyyyyyyy!!!!

<3just to have you back.

let's see.

friday i went home sick because i was.. well.. sick. i felt like crap my ear hurt so freaking bad it brought me to tears which has never happened before. went to the doc. got medicine. came home. had a really bad fever from the infection. crashed for about 3 hours. ate soup, watched tv and slept the rest of the night.

got up saturday for practice. felt better then friday but anything was an improvment from friday. still felt like complete crap but went to practice. got lucky and didn't have to practice. i just stayed and watched. came home ate a little and slept some more. got ready to go to what was about to be the greatest freaking game EVERRRRRR. gahhh that game was so freaking awesome. i loved it a lot. GREAT JOB BOYSSSSS. <3

sunday felt muchhh better. went shopping w/ dad for a homecoming dress. actually had a lot of fun. not sure why..?? it was just really fun. found an awesome dress i'm so stoked to wear it. and it was $9.99. now that my friends is bargain shopping. my shoes are SO HOTT. they were not anywhere near $9.99.  but what can i say. a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do. especially when it comes to shoes, ya knoooo??

ladies youuuu know what i meannnnnn.

anyways. MCK wednesday. we better kick some freaking bulldog butt.

ummm.

i really love my friends a lot. like... a lot a lot. yea. a lot. <3

homecoming is about to be AMAZING. stoked. can't wait.

peacing out now kids. i'm really lovin how you guys are leavin the comments. very cool very cool. keep it up darlingssss.

[on the flipside loves.]

&& nothing compares.<3

not really gonna update.

just wanted to get that negativity outta there cause i don't wanna look at it now that i'm in a better mood.

um.

well yea. i guess it's just whatever.

rally tomorrow. 3 freaking tests. not fun. but rally. practice. && then going out with dad to look for dresses and prolly get some coffee or something. i don't really know what color i want to get. i'm thinking maybe like a light green or something. i dunno. we shall seeeeee.

practice saturday and a couple things before hitting up the game at ignatius with d.rick.

feed the team tonight. YUM.

gahhh. i really don't wanna study for these dang tests. i have a lot of homework. atleast it feels like i do. maybe i don't really have as much as i think i do. ahhhh who knows.

hm. matters of the heart. really don't know what to tell you guys about that one. you know how it goes. heart says one thing. head says another. the whole confusion of which one to listen to is the common situation. to me the heart is much more important because when you get hurt, it's your heart that has to deal with it. we shall see what cupid has in store.

random random random.

&& i lied. i updated. not on purpose tho.

i guess?

wow. i should stop.

mkpeace.<3

this day has been really freaking messed up.

it really wasn't that bad until i got home from the gallery picture. i knew i should've just went back to the school instead of coming home.

i'm just chillin on here waiting to leave for practice, not remembering at all about yard work that mom had spoke of in the morning. she gets home. flips a brick. actually more like 5 or 6 bricks. goes off on me. i told her i forgot and it was an honest mistake.

"of course you forgot because you didn't make it a priority."

on and on and on.

i guess 16 year olds these days make cleaning up dog poop and mowing the lawn a priority. i'm sorry i didn't catch on to that trend.

so i offer to clean up the yard before i leave. mind you it's already 4:15 and practice starts at 4:30. nonetheless, i offer. i take my keys out to my car along with my jersey and drop them through the sun roof, which was partially open. while i'm doing this, i don't realize that the doors are locked. therefore, i had locked my keys in my car. by now i'm running incredibly late, i'm in a beyond ticked off mood, and my mom continues to tell me how careless and selfish and worthless i am.

i grab my spare key which i almost forgot about and speed off, fully prepared to drive right into a telephone pole instead of going to practice.

i sucked at practice so that didn't help. come home. have to mow the whole front half of the yard after a 2 hour practice.

yea. i didn't even want to speak to my mom when i got home but of course she found other flaws of mine to point out. how nice of her.

and besides all of those things, people irritate/confuse me to no end. people besides my mom. today was one of her oh so joyful days.

i'm sorry this post is so negative and depressing but i had to vent because if i didn't i would most likely drown myself in the shower i'm getting ready to take right now.

i'm sure things aren't all bad right now, but i'm too upset about more than just the things i mentioned to talk about them.

i promise a more pleasant entry will come your way soon.

for now, deal with it.